the best friend

i miss him so much.

it suddenly hit me while watching a sad video.

it happens now and again.

i cried and sobbed.

all i want is for him to come sit next to me and look up at my face.

i can feel the emptiness in my heart.

the longing to hug him and inhale his scent one last time.

the tears don’t stop for quite some time.

my new friends come by and cheer me up.

i love them dearly too.

but the ache in my heart does not fade.

to ease the loneliness, i remember that he wouldn’t want to see me like this.

he felt sad when i did.

he’d want me to laugh and smile.

but i can’t help but miss him.

so. fucking. much.

it looks like it’s going to rain all of a sudden.

maybe it’s because he misses me too.

for now, i will cry.

i will miss him.

until i see him again.