Summer 2026 Base Setlist

This is my Yoga Class calendar for August 2026!

I decided to empty out all the projects I have saved on my various GarageBand and Logic files.

I decided to empty out all the projects I have saved on my various GarageBand and Logic files.

it’s a familiar scene. in this bed. in this room. the smells. the distant voices. lying here feeling the way i do. looking in the same places. why do i always feel my worst here? yet, i feel so comforted. i don’t want to leave. happiness, maybe. nostalgia, possibly. renewed, yet i feel gross from the journey. refreshed, but i might need another shower. stomach raging. heart heavy in my chest. body aching for neglect. as if everytime i enter this place, i must face the truth o

I decided to empty out all the projects I have saved on my various GarageBand and Logic files.

I decided to empty out all the projects I have saved on my various GarageBand and Logic files.

excuse yourself. splash water on your face breathe in. count to 3. hold it. count to 3. breathe out. count to 3. repeat until calm splash water on your face again. return when your face has resumed it’s position

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i once wanted a big fight. i refused to accept my grace. i wanted to paint their names on the walls to show them what they did. the terrible thing i had to become, and the person who was then destroyed. i’ve mentioned pain before, but there are all kinds. revenge and remembrance are of a different kind. then, i look in the mirror. scared. swollen. tired of keeping the peace. fighting battles everyday. waging war to break a smile. i know nothing of other’s pain, but i know my

"bird on a wire" by istre written 2026

"bird on a wire" by istre written 2026

"the lights are on" by istre written 2025

"the lights are on" by istre written 2025

i’m here driving alone. i look off to the side of the road. it’s sunset. the trees appear red in this light. the sky is filled with pastel rainbows. i see deer grazing in golden fields. nature finds a way to fit the aesthetic. i need to listen to that one song. i usually feel sad when i hear it. but something tugs at my heart to put it on. it just feels right.

"shades of you" by istre written 2025

"shades of you" by istre written 2025

This is my Yoga Class calendar for June 2026!

i never knew what love was until we arrived. your head was in my lap. you’d normally refuse to close your eyes in the middle of the day, in fear that the day would go to waste. but, somehow, someway, maybe you were too tired, or too relaxed. your eyelids fluttered shut and your breathing evened out. i looked down from my book and watched you rise and fall. it was then i understood. i wanted to capture this moment and store it in a picture frame. to stay here as long as possib

"heavy" by istre written 2018